hop on my love train.



spent last last sunday at his place nua-ing away. only to find that his soccer match deficit was more impt than me. hais. felt so neglected, even got ticked off by him when i was in his way when he was fixing his com stuff. what the pong right? stormed off to ballet feeling all taken for granted.

think things have changed. the past him used to just ignore my feelings and argue his way through. but this time round, there was an apology and he even came to pick me up after class with dinner in hand. how sweet is that. (:

he booked in for a day on friday and came to meet me for the proposal immediately. somehow, all the love is coming back and im so thankful for it. yeah, that idiot left his army berret (however you spell that) in the cab and didnt really panic. what the pong. i was the worried one, trying to call up the cab company and stuff. lucky for Green Adventure which saved his puny ass man.

we ended up 20 minutes late for the movie. if i hadnt watched it before, i swear i would have a bitch fit.

had ahnehneh mum mum after that and i think thats when the indigestion started though i only ate half of my noodles. shit man.

headed to school for jamfest at 11ish and boy what a nightmare. empty drink cans all over the place, with some split, making the floor wet. got forced to down beer but manage to successfully escape after a quarter can. HAHA. but it was hell load of fun despite the large amount of ah tiongs and ahnehnehs.

music was awesome and we got damn high. but stupid ah toh kept pushing me to the FB stalking bitch. i swear i could have killed him right there. clubbing is fun, but not on a consistent basis. think it'd be even greater to go with Black Baby some day, at least i get better protection cause the stupid OG guys kept pushing the girls to dance with other guys. LOL. (:

supper at fong seng, hahas, noob me, first time there. ah lau's very kind mummy gave me a lift home at 2.30AM. tell me, how nice is that! and she insisted on turning into the carpark to ensure i reached home safe and sound. lol. :D

black baby came over to hang the next day and we fell asleep on the couch while watching tv. yeah, talk about spending quality time, and you find us sleeping it away. HAHA. then we went for a drive! yeah, i practised my driving with mummy, daddy, him and poinks. stressed like mad! took forever to park the damn car and i bet he was secretly mocking at me.

fell sick at the wrong time and had to forsake poink's timbre farewell celebration. sorry, fatties! ):

watched final destination which was a frigging total waste of money cause the graphics were crap and we ended up laughing a bit at some gruesome parts instead. oh, btw, the ending was cock too. he had nuggets meal (upsized) for supper, not mentioning 3 bowls of porridge at my place for dinner. yeah, kinda like his first time really sitting down with only my family for dinner. hahas, no choice cause i was sick and he had to stay to look after me.

home at 1 plus. this is really too unbecoming. omg, i must exercise discipline! ):

felt like crap the next day, all bloated and vomity. after sending him off to camp and in the car with his folks, i let loose that i wasnt feeling well, was bloated and felt like puking. then his mum was really concerned, wanting to recommend her sinseh and stuff like that. then after a while, BB called me and said that his dad called him the moment they reached home to ask if i was pregnant. yes, FML.


HAHAHA, my life's a constant joke.


photos from his parade.

photos from jamfest 2009.


oh btw, as usual, i couldnt recognise him in his uniform during his parade and i stared and took photos of the wrong guy throughout. well done. (:

23:08

slow me down.



havent been able to blog properly cause blogger is fucked up. shall maybe change to LJ or sth when im free to switch or maybe not blog at all cause its time consuming and my hits are made by friends refreshing anyways. ( cass and ade, yes you! )

all the photos are in FB's private album cause they're all random, specially in sequence for this entry. found here!

yupp, there are photos of my driving results! hahas, gave it to him when he touched down. was meant to be a surprise but his mummy blurted it out again. hais, shall lie to her too next time. ): and i thought it would mean a lot to him, but apparently he left it in the car's seat pocket till now.

last saturday, mummy treated us to the true blue peranakan cuisine thingey. omfg, awesome shit with awesome prices. HAHA. its a boutique restaurant off armenian street. yeah, totally worth sacrificing our afternoon naps. one serving of otah cost 8 bucks! suck that.

and the ambience is really nice, exactly out of the little nonya. (:

shopping at OG centrepoint cause orchard central is a total waste of expensive space. OG wasnt a very good option either with all the cheap sales and aunties squeezing with their mights for $15 handbags. managed to get a little pouch for clubbing though cause my wallet's too bulky to fit into my clutches.

zoomed straight home to meet ah neo at NYGH for the CSTD dance competition. some of them were quite boring but the little boy in black outfit seriously rocked the stage. his jazz was unbelievably sexy and wowed everyone. no surprise, he got champion for his catagory. (:

a ptiy lene's item didnt win, but they got the honourable mention anyways. good job, lene!

went over to BB's place to meet his folks before heading down to the airport tgt. oh my god, i swear on his next trip, im gg to arrive like at least half hour after his arrival time. hahas, his luggage collection took so long! oh, and i think his mummy was quite annoyed with me cause everytime an army guy walked out, i would think its LCB and get very excited. only to be told, a few seconds later by his mummy and brother that it isnt him. got too sick of the sudden excitements that i went to laosai instead. HAHA. (:

things were awkward due to the lack of contact. oh wells, things are much better now i guess. :D

spent sunday driving a bit at the lorry carpark. lol, annoying shit, i frigging hate parking. i swear im just gg to leave my car in the middle of the road next time and let daddy pay the fines. his car is just tooooo longgggg to gauge. yeah, you should have seen their excited faces when they voluntarily got out of the car to be my parking poles. too adorable. (:

23:31

why is blogger so annoying?!

i cant frigging upload any photos.

shit!

23:15

girlfriend instincts.

i know i wasnt missed as much as i missed him.

00:08

Swirling Up and Down.



mind's in a whirl, dont know what to do.

was quite mad at him for not calling at first. then when he finally did, all he could say was "did you go exercise and get rid of your belly?" maybe i shouldnt have wished he called.

yeah, you can totally hear my heart break. maybe taiwan too far, cannot hear. i was so eggcited about him asking me about my driving test cause i thought that it meant a lot to us. but no, he completely forgot about it.

called me after that to break good news. he performed extremely well during this trip and he got selected for OCS. should have felt really happy and proud but i didnt. was selfish cause i didnt want him to be so occupied with army and push me out of his life. yeah, i dont want to be the majority of officers' girlfriends who end their relationships because of it.

oh wells, still whatever decision hes made, im going to support him and yes, hes a winner alrdy in my heart. (:

anws, lied to him that i didnt pass my driving test. but he was too happy with his own achievement to really console me. oh wells, he deserves all the limelight for all the shit he went through. its just that i thought it'd matter more to him.

its alright, im planning to give it to him in the car if i pick him up on sunday morning. im torn apart right now. we'll see how tmr goes. maybe he'll care a tad bit more and everything would be worthwhile again.


anyhow, this is the diary that i made for him for this trip. yes, the one that i did till 3 in the morning TWICE. gave dolly this one for marketing accounts. LOL. (:




okays, got to go download lecture notes alrdy. bye.

23:05

Shit, Is This For Real?




last night, i dreamt that the asswipe called his mummy and refused to call me cause he didnt want to waste any overseas call on me. made me get into a bitch fit.

in the morning at 10am, his mum called me to say he called home.

tell me, is this for real?

we can read each other's minds during normal times but what the pong? hes in taiwan now! distance very far, you know?

LOL.

shall scream at him later, if he ever calls.


yupps, weekend photos are here!


okays, girls are over for mahjong/bitching. (:

13:17

Why is blogger fucking me?



so annoyed with blogger now. cant even blog for the past few days cause all the headings were all screwed up. facebook was like that too but it got resolved the next day. and now, i cant upload picturessssss. what the pong.

went biz bash on saturday night with chiams, lau, toh & friends. lol, the guys were really cute. esp alvin, which happens to be toh's friend. was drooling when he was talking to them, yeah that was until he took out a ciggie. damn.

zouk looks way better than doubleO i must say. at least the crowd is 10x better. the cheese hotdog with mashed potato is awesome ber-rawe-some. HAHA.

drank my free vodka apple and bailed. cabbed down to the cathay for the proposal. its a soopdoopz good show considering i downed a drink and it was a 0015 show. (:

rocks that chiams lives so near me, totally saved on the cab fare home.



met up on sunday for shoppinggggg! yeah, himbo was so eggcited about it. went threading before that though. dont get me wrong, he was the one who wanted to thread his unibrow off.

he claimed that he had a high tolerance for pain. yeah right, watch the video to see how he cringes and grabs onto the chair handles. LOL.

suntec for shopping at the convention centre. got surrounded by freaks in the end. seriously, get on with life. if BB was there, i swear he would have hyperventilated and beat up everyone. HAHAHA. please inform me if there are any more shitass toys convention and i will boycott the area.

shopping with him is like taking drugs. you know its wrong and the guilt tears you apart, but you cant stop. HAHA. yeah, i didnt stop. bought like a new water bottle, some squirt water thing to play with BB in the pool, adorable undies and an awesome butterfly tie dye top. oh yarh, not to mention 6 doughnuts and a box of puteri mas durian puffs.

tell me i rock. (:

had wanted to go trekking this morning but that bugger bailed on me AFTER i washed up. hahas, crashed back in my uncomfortable sports bra. then i bailed on him for mac breakfast. didnt make a difference in the end cause i was late and had to cab down for lecture. suckssssss. ):

okay, its been officially more than a week since ive heard from boyfriend. im having cold turkey. someone, slap me.

oh btw, i PASSED. yeah, with a frigging 8 points on manual. had wanted to upload my results slip but too bad blogger is being such a bitch. damns.

was late for practice before that cause a fast alseep daddy didnt realise the time. lol, but hes really adorable. took half day off and stayed with me through the entire thing. HAHAHA. :D

screwed up the practice and got scolding from albert. sianz.com. almost crashed during parallel park and the car rolled back thrice during the slope thing. yeah, you heard it right. and i never rolled back before, EVER.

my left leg shook so badly during circuit test that i had to use my hands to hold it down or i swear i would have stalled the engine a gazillion times. oh, and i banged into the curb during my vertical park. HAHA. first time too. level up.

and the tester slyly pulled me handbrake up without telling me. then i got deducted 2 points when i tried to move the car again - i didnt pull the handbrake down. HAHAH. joke.

driving was perfect. had to cut three lanes and back again immediately. pro shit. (:

yay, BB is going to be so proud of me. shall laminate my results slip for him as our 27th monthsary. <3

23:51

It Takes Two To Make Things Right.



its been six torturing lonely days since i heard that asswipe's dead-makes-you-wanna-fall-asleep voice alrdy! yeah, sad to say, i miss it. oh man.

butbutbuts, hes coming back in less than a week's time! cant imagine time flies. yay, i'll be counting the remaining days. (:

22:17

WE TOO COOL FOR SCHOOL.



dragged them all the way to old man's place, only to be 10 minutes late. sianz.com. walao, i miss my old man's foooddddd.

headed to maxwell instead and guess what? my curry rice close! had chicken rice instead. must insist that my place's halal one is still da bomb. (:

walked along linden's ann siang place. zomg, the things are so pretty! kinda like one of a kind stuff. but they definitely wont fit in my wardrobe, the price doesnt fit in my wallet too. LOL. nice experience though.


photos galore, nat snapped most of them.

00:45

and there was none left.



being grown up leaves you with plenty of alone time. time that allows you to reflect on your actions, time that allows you to plan for your future actions.

been thinking along lately, during the walk down to the bus stop and on the long trips to school.

university is just so hard. catching up on the very different topics and concepts is tough, but finding friends of the same wavelength is even harder.

somehow, old friends still seem more comfortable. i find it so hard to show who i really am to new people. yeah, they dont know that im a bitch. HAHA. cause i tend to clam myself up when im with them and be the quiet girl in the corner just listening on. unbelievable right?

sometimes i lay in bed, all shagged out but i just cant bring myself to sleep. these are the times when i wonder, ponder really hard.

i wonder why did things turn out like that? why are the people/things i love walking away slowly from me? and somehow, no matter how hard i try, they keep getting further and further. evrything was so perfect and beautiful before all these started.

cried myself to sleep last night. lucky the eye bags didnt show. i missed everyone. yeah, i miss her the most. i dont know why. why did our schedules get so busy that we're missing out on each other so much. i missed the times where we could just hang out all day, talk about everything under the sun and not be afraid to be who we are.

she left me. left me for better i guess. oh wells. i guess i just have to suck it all up and get on with life. build myself from scratch.

i miss my chuan boon. i wonder if he misses me as much as i do. saw his photos on my magnetic board and missed his smile. read his msges on my phone and missed the way we always bully each other.


asshole in army, come back quick. i cant survive the next 9 days without you. <3

22:51

One by One, They Walked Away.



ade and cass came over yesterday for gossiping session! HAHA, ya shuen, you were the first slut we bitched about. :D

lol, kiddinggggg, just caught up with each other and played a whole lot. oh, ade and my stomachs almost digested themselves while waiting for cass to bring our mac lunch. (:

21:18

Oh, it was sad when the big ship went down!



went on board the Korean naval base battleship or sth like that last night. boy, what an eye opener. i seriously didnt know SAF's navy guys are sooooooo hawt. major hyperventilation. they were big buff tanned and cute. tell me, where to find? anddddd, they had high rankings, which means good money! (: HAHA.


i love it when they salute and shout damn loudly. so man. (:

22:31

A Tribute To The Slutface.




HAHAHAHA.

11:27

Screwdriver, You My Best Friend.



i just realised uni life isnt for me at all. seriously.


2 days ago in the middle of the night while being veryveryvery sick, i was building my timetable and checking which days i have school. then i found out that one of my mods clashed big time with a lecture. panicked and freaked out, desperately trying to find something that fits or cheap enough.

planned to call up the school to appeal or sth like that when tuesday comes.

this morning at almost 1am, gary helped me do my timetable. guess what? nothing clashed. i just typed in the wrong mod code for the timetable. pro or what?

and i have a lecture in 9 hours time. (:

today at 1315, i curiously clicked the timetable function in the cors thing. guess what? i found out i have a lecture at 1400. HAHA.

yeap, thats my first day of uni for you.
i didnt go to school at all.


and im going shopping now then to dinner on deck! :D



oh, ive got a new phone! N97, to guinea pig for mummy while my iPhone arrives. this is the life.

14:45

Lucky Number 12.

17:40

Its Going Down, Down, Down.



fever subsided to 37.7 this morning but i swear the bodyaches could have taken my life right there.

every little movement was so painful. the routine goes, move a teeny bit, moan groan ouch, cry. what a nice way to spend my last few days of the holidays.

was so dizzy when i woke up that i couldnt hang in there to brush my teeth. almost fainted when i was washing my face. stumbled all the way back to the bed to plonk on.

repeating the episode from last year is the last thing i want man. i blacked out, went blind, vomitted and lao sai-ed all at the same time. pro right? worst thing was, i had to be on drip. screw the needles man. LOL.

okie dokes, gonna have my soupy lunch now.

14:28

Get It Out of My System.



farking sick now. oh gosh.

38.3 fever, bodyaches, headaches that make me wanna bang my head on the wall and on/off flu.

great, i always fall really sick when hes not here with me.

went to Tan Tock Seng wanting to do swab test cause mummy's in the high risk level but doc says it isnt their patient protocol or whatever shit. so mummy's really paranoid right now, quarantining me to my room. she even prepared every single thing, water tumbler to cordless house phone with the charger so they wont have to talk to me. yeap, they're planning to call me if they need to talk to me.

sucks to be treated this way. but we dont have a choice. i miss ellie so much. she isnt allowed anywhere near me, not even close to my door. ):


cried so much just now, feeling so lousy. felt so helpless and sympathetic for myself at the hospital just now.

all i can think of is him. yet he couldnt even bring himself to say something sweet at the end of the phonecall. not even when im so desperate.

i guess, some things just never change.


still, louis made me smile afterall.








oh yeah, chiamchiam loves me too. (:

at least its comforting to know that there are friends who still care.


goodnights now.

00:05

My Dear Enemy.



refused to go for war games ytd and chionged home to sleep. ate my McGriddles meal at 9 and slept all the way to 6. HAHA. i was so blurred out that i had wanted to set my alarm and wake up at 1715 but i set it to 1915 instead. lol.

bused down to Ion with yogi for dinner. yumyums. finally got to try the legendary balls. bad thing is they only have sotong flavour. HAHA.

17:41

Action Packed.



spent sleeping only like 3 hours every night for the past week. zOmg, it was insane. wed was beach day and the games were so frigging gross. LOL, arrived late cause of driving lesson and got forced into the next game cause i was too clean.

passed sandwich ingredients with our bellies and the sauces with our faces. well done.

oh, and the shirt ws see through the moment we came out of the water cause it stuck to your body. argh, and i stupidly wore a black bra. good job. hahas.

dinner at Vivo, superdog is not bad i must say. (:

nat&zhenying came over to my place to wash up and stuff before heading to jiali's house for stayover. LOL. it was crazy shit man.


jielong, clara & nat.



it was linden's 21st and he had 21 pocky sticks in a tub of vanilla ice cream as his birthday cake. LOL.

played usual orientation games with mighty gross drink concoctions by gary as forfeit. lucky i was well trained in these EL games man. HAHAHA.





then we got really high cause of this damn gross game by gary. we had to pass ice mouth to mouth in the circle and the two who dropped it had to do forfeit. hahas. soon, the ice got really small and we ended spitting in each other's mouths. we were so desperate that the next had to lie down while the other spits in. and thats when you see the cheese.

you think thats gross? wait till you hear the forfeit. LOL. birthday boy soaked marshmallows/biscuits in his mouth and the losers had to eat them. the couple had to soak half of a biscuit each in their mouths and pass to each other simultaneously and eat them.


jielong had to eat a marshmallow kiaped in between someone's toes. LOL.

the best part was when van had to take a biscuit from gary's mouth and dropped it onto his groin. well done. so she had to eat it from his groin instead. HAHAHAHA.

yeah, and terrance kept the ice in his mouth too long and when he spat it out into beiyu's mouth, tadahhhh cheese ahoy man. lucky the guy beside me refused to eat the ice so he had to do the forfeit!

but i kena once cause i didnt catch the ice properly and jack had to split a biscuit from my mouth with his mouth. hahas, i swear we most probably kissed man. omg.

then we played tongue poker. HAHA. invented by gary, just for gary. its like we're entertaining him.

we set the rules before each round, the number which determines the licker and where to lick. wasnt much for me cause BB and i are way more gross and i barely got hit anyways. (:

licked places like from the back of the ear all the way to the neck/back of knee/lips/sucking of tongue/across the face/following the seam of the shorts at the groin. power right?

i think mine was quite mild. hahas, boonkeng had to lick me from my chin to the end of the neck, up and down. hahas. lucky shit.

yupps, almost died the next day during PSI cause we slept at 4. HAHA. so this is uni life? :D

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