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Sunday, August 09, 2009

Get It Out of My System.



farking sick now. oh gosh.

38.3 fever, bodyaches, headaches that make me wanna bang my head on the wall and on/off flu.

great, i always fall really sick when hes not here with me.

went to Tan Tock Seng wanting to do swab test cause mummy's in the high risk level but doc says it isnt their patient protocol or whatever shit. so mummy's really paranoid right now, quarantining me to my room. she even prepared every single thing, water tumbler to cordless house phone with the charger so they wont have to talk to me. yeap, they're planning to call me if they need to talk to me.

sucks to be treated this way. but we dont have a choice. i miss ellie so much. she isnt allowed anywhere near me, not even close to my door. ):


cried so much just now, feeling so lousy. felt so helpless and sympathetic for myself at the hospital just now.

all i can think of is him. yet he couldnt even bring himself to say something sweet at the end of the phonecall. not even when im so desperate.

i guess, some things just never change.


still, louis made me smile afterall.








oh yeah, chiamchiam loves me too. (:

at least its comforting to know that there are friends who still care.


goodnights now.

00:05


the babe.

♥!

CELEST

celestin chia xin yu
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about her.

RVHS; groovians, Jwalkers.
ACJC; the SB eleven.
acsian theatre.

full time girlfriend.

part time ballerina.

loves boonboon to itsy bits.

BFF, melanie ng

the stage, my world;
eL, my life.

offkey melody. <3

absolutely adores HERSELF.