BGFF.
warren wednesday with slutface again. this time, we didnt tan/swim/fashion show bikinis. HAHAHA we frigging studied all the way. no joke. yeah, maybe a lil cause we ended up falling asleep/nua-ing/facebooking quite a bit. lol.
yes, and to confirm, we major farters. we farted in our sleep, in the aircon room, with the room completely silent. HAHAHAHA. super funny. and it was a conference room btw, there were like 3 other ppl there too. (:
tell me my new jag is awesome. (: lcb bought it for me, that is unless he pays up. HAHAHA.
met louwai for dinner after cause he was flying off. sianz. all my friends starting to fly off one by one. whole evening expenses was his treat. dinner and even my lackerol. think its his pre-flying trauma.
PS. happy 29th, darl.
My Old Fart.
today's daddy's 50th birthday! lol, yeah and he refused to reply my birthday msg cause this is what i sent: "Ah theeee ah! Happy kuku bird day! May your bald patch flourish and grow! muacks!" HAHAHA. he was so annoyed he didnt even bother sending a CCB or sth back. funny shit. (:
had dinner at lighthouse, as usual. we only go there cause of his birthday voucher. other than the ambience, everything else sucked. major big time. LOL. and im so happy i drove from his office to mumm'y office, to lighthouse! long squeezy drive cause of peak hour. sianz.
my fat ah pa is so cute right? only sometimes though. (:
poinkpoink, miss us okay! we're all celebrating our birthdays without you! boohooo. ): come back soon. but not without 5 full luggages of presents. tyvm. HAHA.
He's Morphing Into Me! zOmg.
slutboy came over to deliver the photos in his thumb and we all went out to grab lunch. hmmm, stayovers are fun and im so going to org one soon! anyone with a bigbigbig house whose folks would mind our bimbo noise? (:
went over to baby's place for dinner after my torturous tuition at gombak. seriously, everything i go there, i feel like killing myself. yeah, the killing her phase is over alrdy. HAHAH. was late for their seafood steamboat in the end. rawr.
yumyums, its been a while since i had steamboat. (:
had a walk before he booked in and boy, thats when i realised. HAHAHA. we've been hanging out way too much and he brought a prop along for the walk, just like how i bring props to swimming dates or picnics. lol, ridiculous man. and he happily wore it all around okay.
and the way he talks/msges/comments is almost as bimbotic as me. starting to use words like "sly" and stuff. even gwen thought it was me commenting on FB under his acct. what the pong? see how serious it is? HAHAHA.
CUTE RIGHT?!
So Meet Me At The Hotel Room.
birthday weekdays were quite fucked up. despite all the happenings, somehow, theres just this feeling of loneliness deep inside that nothing would make it go away.
wednesday was retail therapy with gwendo. seriously, i wonder how she stands my nonsense, all the humongous load of clothes to fitting room and the huge amt of contemplation when i'd most prob not buy the top anw. HAHAHA. oh wells, it just feels good to have the hope of buying it okay. wait till BB gets rich, i will buy orchard down. (:
her military black jag i made her get for clubbing. HAHA im bad influence. :D
met up with my fatties after that. awww, so adorable of them to suggest birthday dinner. hahaha, cause they didnt last year and ive been nagging till this year's birthday. duhuh, im the most annoying cousin they have. (:
dinner at some lokcok kublai khan buffet place. damn funny to see everyone's reaction when we arrived at the main entrance. we frigging got scammed by the web photos. lol. BB managed to come along too. awww, timely nights out. and it was so sweet of him to cab down too. thanks, honey. but freakish thing was all his predecesors came after that. like seriously?! how would anyone know of that place?!
thursday was spent staying over at mel's hall. awesome ttm. went shopping at Vivo. omfg, they shld ban F21 in sg. its like the devil. i will definitely grab sth whenever i visit it. argh. got like a denim crop jag this time. wheee. so happy. and that bitch got like 140 bucks worth of stuff. HAHAHA. her retail therapy very hard to support.
dabao-ed carl's junior to My Sister's Keeper and i frigging spilled my ILT over my jag. argh, only zhihan's packing wont spill. and i forgot to take my new bracelets out of the bag for rubbish cause it was too dark and i couldnt see. hmph. byebye blingblings.
mel cried like a big fat baby during the movie. so retarded. HAHA. cabbed back down to Sheares cause lovely Terrance ordered chicken for us. those idiots tried poking the knives into the chicken as candles for me. hilarious. but im touched ahtay specially stayed over to just to have chicken with me. Awww.
and do i really bring out the bitch in everyone? when mel left to room deliver supper to *ahem*, the morons talked so much cock all cause they know they're with me and theres no need to be polite. HAHAHA. joke man.
oh, i got locked out of the block by them cause terrance's butt was so huge and blocked the gate. then he went in and started shaking it in front of me. HAHA. stole his slippers and were soopdoopz noisy. i think her neighbours hate me. LOL.
went lounge to study till like 4am? show you ugly photo of terrance when mel went for room call again.
made mel sleep on the sleeping bag/floor. HAHAH im guest okay. so i win. her room is seriously wtf hot. i woke up sweating like a pig. omg, i will die without aircon. ):
ponned all 3 RPs that we signed up for cause we just couldnt wake up. at least not for me. watched GG ep 6 while waiting for her to wake up.
saturday was such a bomb. my boyfriend came over at around 3 to hang out/give me the fucking awesomest best birthday present ever.
JUDGE FOR YOURSELF.
so? what do you say? its 0.13 carats okay. no joke.
HAHAHA LCB LUBDUBS ME. <3
and this is what his mummy got me! (:
then the rest came over to dress up and stuff. seriously, these type of parties really rock. every single part was fun ttm. even when everyone was squished in my room nua-ing on the bed and the whole room was chaotic with prawn cracker smell (my dad fed them again), it was heart warming to see that ive friends who still care. at least care enough to havoc with me with the stakes of being unglamly drunk. HAHAH.
oh, cause we took so long to make, chiam went to grab a choco cake for me. sweetzxzxz. lubdub you guys.
anws, i still cant get the scene whereby BB fed chiam his whipped cream out of my mind. so frigging gay. LOL.
LCB took me to changi village hotel for dinner. lol, love the setting, venice style. but we got scammed again. no candle lit dinner, just normal ang moh dinner. chilled by the pool then headed down to meet my bitches. HAHAHA.
had overdose of fun and i finally get to see why im friends with everyone. all of them are seriously sluts. HAHA. guest list was pointless cause we got there early, mel and gwen got drunk before the party started and their hands were all over zhihan. hilarious.
the censored album on FB is so suicidal man. so the rest of the photos are here.
chiam's pole dance killed us, eng ngee dances like a cheerleader and BB complained he was bouncing my belly when he danced with me. what the pong.
oh and when we asked chiam who he liked during the journey home, guess what he said? i love jesus and jesus loves me.
HAHAHAHA x 100000.
this was how drunk everyone was.
get those slutty dresses out on 5th dec, bitches. its time to partaye! :D
today is my birthday and it just doesnt feel like it.
maybe its all part of growing up. its the first that i wasnt treated like royalty. i know i cant expect people to do that, but the feeling just sucks.
despite the countless birthday wishes, i'd rather not have them all.
i'd rather have my loved ones and the friends i love by my side, sharing the special moments of my special day.
never have i felt so alone before.
no one to have lunch with, adding on to the hardcore timetable today.
i think all i needed was to have him by my side.
to have mel smiling at me.
to have gwen laughing at me getting old.
to have poinkpoinks treating me like a princess despite her major reluctance. (:
so oblivious to my surroundings, in my own little birthday world, with no one to share with.
hais, i guess its the same old story - to suck it all up and move on.
anws, he did sth that really made me laugh. despite being ultra mega sweet for scheduling an e-card, he wrote, "HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY!". lol, tell me how to not laugh? im only 19. :D
anyhow, thanks everyone for taking the effort to wish me happy birthday - in person, text msg, or FB. every single msg made me smile and made me feel less lonesone. especially the little gifts, novell sending a packet full of shit (HAHA), sx;s thoughtful gift from bangkok, dee's slice of cake, and geek buddy actually rmbing my fav choc m&ms. thanks, you guys. (:
Fantasy Lived.
past week has been nothing but awesome ttm. retrieved my boyfriend back from brunei and i finished using all the superglue/elephant glue/scotch tape/any other forms of adhesives, sticking to him every single day. (:
ponned school on tues just to wait at home for him. (: he cabbed straight from camp to hang out but couldnt take it after a while and went home to crash. haha. headed over to his place for dinner after that though.
wednesday was just nua-ing around and him watching me attempt to study. HAHA i made him do something so stupid over the phone with the Singtel operator that we decided so hang up on her instead. lol. still, attempting to study with him around beats not having him around at all. at least i know when i tilt my head a teeny bit, hes right there, at the corner of my eye, giving me moral support.
he crashed my school on thurs! (: yupp, after my horrendous soci essay test which surprisingly didnt kill me. its wonders, what lcb can do to ease my troubles away. hung out at BK which was boring ttm. argh, shall double consider again when i suggest him hanging out with my friends. that bugger just wont talk or be friendly. HAHA.
mel took him for her malay studies lecture while i went for my tutorial. lol, its as if hes like a toddler being out in nanny's care. so adorable.
got dragged to town by gwen&cjr. wth, both couples had major bitch fits that day double date was failed ttm with cjr being a bitch&bastard. argh, that idiot didnt want to shop after all. hais, BB&me were so pissed.
trained down for old man's to satisfy our cravings and decided to pop grace's club a visit. lemme mention once again how awesome it is to have such cool cousins. HAHA. events organiser for Fly FTW.
clubbed at PLAY to open our horizons. guest list, immediate table and free drinks. oh, and the theme was torot card readings for that night. yeah, and i asked about romance! HAHA accurate like crazy but what the future holds kinda scares me. oh wells.
disappointedly little gays. had expected more to disturb lcb. on the dancefloor, i purposely pushed his hand against this gay's groin and the gay ended up eyeing lcb like crazy. even had the wacky ahqua dance moves beside him. funny shit.
did i mention the male toilets were open concepts cause the ladies dont give a shit about guys there? lcb was so paranoid to pee and he had so much coke. HAHA.
dolly cooked yummy lunch on friday and we nua-ed away again. (:
love the way we're so spontaneous. w had absolutely no plans at all for the evening until i suddenly said i wanna go prawn fishing and we're out of the house in 15 minutes. HAHA.
thats not before having our awesome-ber-rawe-some firestation dinner. yummylicious. love the way we splurge on food regardless knowing how sinful it is. lol.
yeah, and sth retarded happened to us again at jbp prawn fishing. HAHA. nothing new right. i was holding unto the fishing hook for him while he settled his bait. then that moron went to pull the hook damn hard and it hooked my index finger! if you know how fucking scared i am of needles, then you can imagine how fucking loud i screamed and WAILED after that. no joke, like a big oversized baby. and he just stared at me wide-eyed, not knowing what to do. haha, boyfriend of 2 half years doesnt know how to comfort his girlfriend. headlines of the day. (:
anyhow, we fucking caught 29 prawns! beat that. well maybe not, dont try, cause you cant! MUAHAHAHA.
saturday evening. dolled up after daddy fed us dinner and headed down to UCC for mummy's company's cultural concert. no surprise that we're such pigs, we ate the moment we arrived and ate again during intermission.
affinity project meeting at plaza sing on sunday. wont tell you how stupid we were, going from lan shop to lan shop, asking if their coms had microsoft word cause we didnt bring a laptop. HAHA. funny shit. but rochor tau huay tasted ao much better after all that hard work. LOL.
met Black Baby for 500 days of summer after that. nice show, loved the way the graphics are integrated. (: and its just so sweet.
had chippy's then TCC then ILT. seriously, we need to stop eating. HAHA. saw jamie teo and hubby at TCC though. yay, i like seeing celebrities, makes me feel this little something inside though i know its no big deal, its not as if they notice me anyways.
i guess what goes around comes around.
opting for that choice comes with many responsibilities and sacrifices.
despite knowing what was ahead, you still chose it.
stating uni was the only time you could let loose and have fun.
i was understanding. not fully, but at least enough.
promises were made, and then broke.
i hung on.
you didnt know how much i cried over us.
no you didnt, cause fitting in was blinding you.
new over old.
friends over families.
look back and think.
its not that no one understands.
everyone was accommodating.
but were you?
things are going to be awkward.
but ive been holding this back for a long while alrdy.
its all about priorities and sacrifices.
do you think about me when you're free?
i doubt so.
volunteered to stayover in hope of spending more time with you.
but i was forgotten.
for umpteen times, i waited so many hours for your replies.
but you also prove me right.
the responses never come.
if i didnt treasure you, i would be doing all these.
all the best and have fun.
you deserve to in your new phase of life.
RWAR.
mr spankles is driving me nuts. i didnt know lappy had so much stuff in it and im taking eons to just transfer my videos. yeah, lappy to thumbthumb, then thumbthumb to mr spankles.
oh gawd, no time to do these bullshit. shall get BB to help me when hes back. that is, if hes nice enough.
oh, if you're wondering, mr spankles is my new laptop! hahas, ade thought mr spanks sounded horny so i ended up with this. its not lame okay. if you think its lame, go eat your own shit and rot in your own bubble. (:
thinking of a new name for my phone. yupp, got the iPhone 3GS. woots major time. and wtf singtel didnt call me up lah, i overheard a guy at the hello shop asking for it only okay. had bitch fit at the counter. HAHA.
and i stupidly asked the service assistant if the iTunes installation cd came with it. she stared at me wide-eyed, "you have to download it yourself from the net into your com." then i asked, "erm, so where do i put my memory card?" once again, wide-eyed, "theres no memory card, this entire thing is a hard disk." despite all these, i went on to question, "so how do i transfer my files?" she said, "through the computer." so much for being an NUS student. argh.
HAHAHA seriously, i didnt know what was going through my mind.
had a farewell phonecall with gwendo just now. yes, cause we're going to lose her to CPP from tmr onwards. byebye gwendo. (: good riddance.
ive too much to say, too little time to say. oh wells, doesnt matter. as long as i jot them down somewhere and blurt everything out to BB when he gets back. hahas, pity him, 18 days worth of nonstop blabbering. you know how i can go with just a day of events. :D
it takes a whole lot to be my boyfriend. <3
i think ive gaziilion plonks of junk photos from ytd. cass the photograher really sucked, all abt the same photos. am contemplating of facebooking it. HAHA. too unglam. oh wells.
okie dokes, gonna chiong soci till tues. then im abandoning it. seriously dont give a fuck about school anymore. its fucking me upside down left right centre and up my ass. damn it. i need a break.
oh, i drove to WM today. then i drove from school to mummy's office then home. omg, i think i love driving. :D
Black Baby, only 6 days left. (:
its all going to be worth it at the end of the day.
i haven done ANY webcasts. only doing new media's cause i have a report to submit tmr. oh crap. seriously hate the heavy workload. shall focus real hard tmr and chiong till tuesday.
woke up at 7.40am and arrived at warren at 8.15am today. awesome? HAHA. yeah, gymmed in the early morning. strode 5km. didnt swim in the end cause some idiot (goh bong) wanted to tan. lol. time constraint. shall blog about this tmr.
gotta sleep! toodle loo!
yayness, he called for 7++ minutes, which means its gonna cost like 11 over bucks. hahas, oh wells.
and im totally in such a good mood i feel like abandoning my notes and drift to my sweet dreams! hes touching down on 13th oct and around 2am. thats like a day earlier from what i expected. major (:
poor baby FORGOT to bring his sandfly net and hes disfigured now. oh wells, hes alrdy ugly enough so it doesnt matter. lol. oh, hope his bee stings on his lips have fully recovered or i'd die from desperation. HAHAHA.
oh, did i mention i got lost in school again today? i didnt know YIH was only one bus stop away from arts. i missed the stop and ended up all the way at kent vale. yes, if you are from NUS, you'll be laughing away right now. cause kent vale is like 5 stops away and its the TERMINAL. wtfbbq. so embarassing. ):
A Million, Billion, Gazillion Misses.
all we have is here and now;
BB, waiting for you.
picnic today at botanics. awesome ttm.
shall update further when the photos are back, that means next week cause everything's with chiam. (:
too much to study for english. procrastinated like mad. now, ive insufficient time. oh crap. i need self-discipline or i will rot and die in uni. ):
If I Walk, Would You Run?
met up with zhihan yesterday for lunch. swensens's crayfish pasta FTW. well, standard dropped though. we thought we only had the 30% off for lunch but ended up with free soup and dessert. HAHA, major bimboness when the waiter tried to take our orders. (:
seriously, we talk too much and have too much fun. i always laugh till my saliva turns sticky.
gombak tuition was cancelled and we ended up at the arcade. tried to challenge him basketball but failed big time. his score was frigging like 374. pure madness.
played the jungle car thingey to shoot monsters and we had no love. hahas, only 65% compatibility and they adviced us to show some love. HAHAHA. funny shit.
hung out at the basketball court near my place to bitch about the kids and talk about everything under the sun. bought ferrero for tuition kiddos. frigging $1.60 each and i have 6 kiddos! argh, big time loss.
sent me home and grab his HIMYM but it was too troublesome to rip it. we stuck the $1.60 price tag on ellie and had major fun. LOL. then he started singing, "how much is that doggie on the window?"
mutual love. proud to see that ellie loves all my boyfriends. (:
awesome BF walked me to tuition after that and we laughed at the keming kiddos apparently retaking their napha run. LOL.
played at the street soccer court for a bit and ended up late for class. HAHA. time with him is never enough.
HAHAHAHA, i was trying to cover his mole for him. :D
yayness, picnic tmr. cant wait. (:
Running In Water.
studying at warren with goh bong was not bad. haha, at lesat i managed to finish up a set of notes and actually understand it. HAHA. (:
talked nonstop, camwhored major time and ate like pigs. didnt know set lunch was so cheap, only 8.50 for like soup, main course and dessert. yumyums.
HAHAHA gwendoline olsen, the new and uprising MP to look out for. (:
LOL, we were trying to do the emo shot thing like missing bf like that. failed big time. HAHAHA.
guess who's on her palm? yeah, the hot guy on the course. we were trying to get him in the photo so we could zoom in with our cam. HAHAHA.
choco ice cream is our aphrodisiac. :D
BIMBOMANIA.
seeeee, Lee-O and me look so cute okay.
binoculars eyes to oogle better.
oh, we had a competition to see who could RUN to the other end. i insist that i won okay. (:
TEEEHEEE, excuse me, i pootpooted. (:
that idiot kept saying that i look like boonboon is most of the photos and kept exclaiming that she went swimming with boonboon. what a moron. HAHAHA. i seriously do not look like him.
sauna before shower and camwhored. (: but photos were too unglam. for our private viewing laughter only. HAHAHA.
my thursday was so much better with her. or i swear i would be stuck at home, studying and crying again. LOL, damn loser. ):
went Lot1 to grab 717 trading durian puffs. not as awesome as puteri mas leh. and that sly bitch still wanted to buy like super ex durian mooncake for her parents in law to curry favour. HAHA. and i just realised i didnt get any mooncakes for BB's family. oh wells.
went JP to meet my bf no.2 for his nights out. omg, my overdose of happy pill. seriously, its only with friends like these that make my life worth living. uni is not sth to look forward to AT ALL. argh.
caught phobia2 with him. what the pong, i didnt know it was thai horror. hahaha. annoying fella. and he kept taking away my extra shirt cause he wanted me to make my 7 bucks worth it. everytime i covered my eyes, i looked at him and i always see him jump. hilarious. hes like the only idiot who would make me watch horror movies. LOL.
NYNY ribs with cream pasta FTW. it wa sso orgasmic esp when we ate at like 9. (: pizza sucked though, got scammed. had mac ice cream with his bitch friend (inside joke) and it was so funny seeing them panic when they were almost late for book in. HAHAHA, taxi queue damn long and there was no taxi coming in. good fun. :D
yeah, and i was such a loser. i was so freaked out, i got dolly to pick me up from the carpark. thats like 10m away from my hse. HAHAHAHA.
CELEST
celestin chia xin yu
eighteen going on NINETEEN
20th october.
LIBRA
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louis
mary
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mustaqim
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