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Friday, September 04, 2009

sometimes, we just have to breathe and forget everything thats going on.

i do the silliest things at times.

yesterday, i was in a daze the entire day. cabbed down to JW in a mad rush only to peep in the studio and see the hiphoppers or sth like that. HAHA. mind theatre: "omg, we learning hip hop today?!" lol, joke. then i had to cab down to TJ asap. sianz.com. cab fares cost me like 20 bucks cause of the peak hour.

today, i went for my first new media tutorial. being an extremely good student, i decided to go for class early and was the first to arrive. then i diligently took out my notes to look ready. everyone else started arriving in cliques, as if they knew each other alrdy so i panicked, "omg, i missed one tutorial last week only and everyone made friends?!"

HAHA then i realised everyone was carrying a textbook in their hands and new media DOES NOT have a textbook! so i asked the girl beside me what tutorial it was and she said, "SOCIOLOGY." with her friends staring at me. well done. i sat in the wrong tutorial class for a good 10 minutes.

things arent turning out well now. shit. just as i thought they were about to take off, they come crashing down.

ballet's fucking screwed cause i cant rmb the bloody steps at all. hais, feel like just not turning up for exam and save myself all these unwanted stress. oh wells, cant just waste the 355 bucks like that. screw it, im just going to do whatever i can.

misunderstandings, tension, awkward silences. i dont know how to handle them. hardly any enthusiasm from him for our dates when they are all i look forward to all week. i seriously think that the only motivation for me to get through my hectic school week is his smile and hugs that await me every saturday.

*argh, typed something that happened just now that made me cry. but shit, he just made my heart melt again.*

damn celest, why are you such a soft hearted pussy?!

on a happy note, ellie's bed is done! and she was sleeping in it like a true blue princess. Awwww, photos next time! (:

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