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Sunday, June 28, 2009

Gah.



such a fucked up day.

i wonder if its still worth holding on. he doesnt seem to care that much now. its so hard. i have no rights to be mad. just an apology will suffice? then what? things will just dissolve as it is?

what about my feelings? my feelings arent worth a penny?

oh gosh. i hate this. i need someone to talk to but the person i need is the one im having conflicting feelings about.

shit.



i wore a really cute outfit today. but the first thing he said was, "fuck, its damn ugly." and walked away, leaving me all alone.


is this treatment normal or is it just that im still not good enough for him after two years.



oh wells, happy 25th monthsary.

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