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Friday, November 28, 2008

oh, yoo J-walkers. (:

had J-walkers bbq gathering at barney's place this evening. LOL. didnt expect some ppl to pang seh ( tsk tsk, ho ho ho ho siyuan! ) and we ended with quite a lot of surplus food. and it was really blardy expensive! 20 bucks for a bbq. remind me not to order from bbq wholesale centre next time. the stuff seemed cheap but its actually deceiving cause it adds up to tonnes loads!

will update photos next time. HAHA. too lazy to plugg in the cam now.

orchard scavanging for ballet stuff with ah neo neo tmr! wheeee! love going out with her cause we cann be so crazy! (: cant believe that girl actually is going for FACIAL. so unexpected.

fatty's going off for a short trip tmr and only coming back on thursday. with the series of events going on lately, maybeee this absence will give us both time to think about us. i'll still miss yoo muchmuchmuch though. <3

i wonder if i cann still bring myself to face yoo and talk normally ever again. on the surface we behave like such good friends, talking about anything under the sun. but deep down, im still unsure of what yoo're really thinking. sad to say, after these two years, given the times we shared, i still haven managed to unlock the gates of your trust. i regret that our friendship had to take such a turn, but the fact cant change with what yoo said to me, to others around. boonboon always told me that im too trusting, always giving my all in relationships, hoping that others will recognise what im doing and reciprocate in the end. and it hurts him to see me not getting what i deserve. but all the setbacks that i face in my relationships, arent gonna change the way i manage them. im still going to give it my all, put trust in others cause i believe one day, they will appreciate my efforts.

no, its not naive to trust in others. but its the faith that keeps the relationship going.

okie dokes! gonna go plan my biggie plans for tmr! >.<

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